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June 30, 2020

I am Lost in real and unreal.

To find peace in my thoughts is a dream for me. I wish one day I can actually manifest my peace in my own way. What if the peace comes with uncertainty?. What if the peace makes me more unstable?. Actually peace is quite complex and confusing for me. I don’t know do I have ever feel the peace or I was misunderstood by the state of mind. People says my thoughts will stop on the day when i will achieve absolute bliss. Really! Do people never get thoughts on achieving bliss or do they ignore them?. For me this can only happen when I’m dead. From last 1 month I have lost my hands on reality . I think I am floating on two realities which is quite complex for me to understand right now. Indeed ! Each time Reality seems to be too far too close for me.

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vishal mishra

22 responses to “I am Lost in real and unreal.”

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June 30, 2020 at 7:03 am

You are at a time in your life when you are making a lot of decisions that will affect the rest of your life. That can be very stressful. Try to enjoy the journey and learn from every experience. If you know you have tried to do the right thing and have done your best, you can forgive yourself for whatever mistakes you make. That may bring you peace of mind. You have already achieved many successes, and have a bright future ahead of you. I wish you the best!

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1. vishal mishra
  
  June 30, 2020 at 7:05 am
  
  Thank you so much for your blessing 😊.
  
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ashok

June 30, 2020 at 9:59 am

It is all a mind game Vishal. May you find your peace and learn to hold on to it.
We need the mind to reach the stage of no mind 😇 We can’t fight mind, just watch our thoughts. And slowly we start to see the unreality of seeming reality 😇

Don’t take life so seriously my young friend. It is one big joke 😂

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1. vishal mishra
  
  June 30, 2020 at 10:01 am
  
  I will give it a try what you have said right now. 😊
  
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  1. ashok
    
    June 30, 2020 at 2:17 pm
    
    Scientific meditation helps a lot Vishal. It did wonders for me
    
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June 30, 2020 at 11:03 am

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Prashasti Patel

June 30, 2020 at 6:09 pm

Your post is so relevant 🙈.
There is one stage of life when we feel this type of feeling and want to get rid of it asap.

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thebeerchaser

June 30, 2020 at 11:19 pm

One of the most helpful writings for me was by academician and management icon, Peter Drucker. Now while some consider him just a corporation guy, he wrote some very thoughtful pieces giving advice to young professionals on their self development and how to be better leaders. One of them is “Managing Oneself” – originally published in the Harvard Business Review.

I have always given my two daughters articles on current trends, policy and general advice for improving oneself.

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thebeerchaser

June 30, 2020 at 11:23 pm

My last comment was cut off midway through…..”for improving oneself. When my older daughter was a senior in college, I gave her a copy of the article and she took it and read it and she and her fiancé were on their way back from Portland to Seattle. She later called me and said, ‘Dad, that article was so good, I read it to Jamie on the way back to school. It was great.’

Whether was is a new graduate, a few years into his or her career and considering a change or nearing retirement, I recommend reading this article to help make a better decision for both oneself and for society.”

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Nabeela

July 1, 2020 at 3:21 am

I can understand the situation friend…. Lets the thoughts float around…. Its OK…..

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1. vishal mishra
  
  July 1, 2020 at 3:32 am
  
  I am trying to ignore them.
  
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  1. Nabeela
    
    July 1, 2020 at 3:32 am
    
    Thats better….
    
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Cindy Georgakas

July 1, 2020 at 5:06 pm

If I get one oment of peace and bliss in a meditation, a day I relish it making room for more. I practice not attaching to anything or label as good or bad.

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Debananda Roy

July 2, 2020 at 3:41 pm

Practicing several things– Accepting, optimism,positive affirmation, building +ve self image, emphasize & living on present/for the day & meditation. We all are going through a very adverse situation during last few months. But we have to rise against all odd.

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1. vishal mishra
  
  July 2, 2020 at 4:02 pm
  
  My case is different i am facing this for more than a year
  
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  1. Debananda Roy
    
    July 2, 2020 at 6:26 pm
    
    Bro. Then Pl take help of professional.
    
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July 5, 2020 at 5:27 am

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argyris446

July 11, 2020 at 7:30 pm

Reblogged this on worldtraveller70.

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katelon

July 16, 2020 at 4:38 pm

We are moving onto a new timeline. Things are indeed shifting for everyone.

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Rez Scribblez

July 30, 2020 at 12:31 pm

Is that why it is said Rest In Peace in death? What if it turns out that there is life after death?🤔 I guess meditation would be helpful while we are alive!😊

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christcenteredruminations

September 9, 2020 at 8:27 am

Interesting post here friend. I do not completely understand what you are going through. However, I will say this, peace while alive is very possible. It depends on where you get your peace from. If you get your peace from the world, then it will fade away for sure. However, if you get your peace from God, then it would be sweet and it would be permanent, and yes, it would happen while you are alive.

Jesus said in the Bible Matthew 11:28-30
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

The Bible says in John 14:27
“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid”.

If you feel really troubled, then I would suggest that you say a word of prayer to God. God is our creator and I am sure that he would love to hear from you.

If you want to know more on how to connect with God, I have a post on it here: https://christcenteredruminations.wordpress.com/2018/08/29/how-to-build-a-relationship-with-god/
You can look up the contents on that blog posts, if the information is too overwhelming, then you can start small and gradually work your way up.

May God be with you, Amen 🙂

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Otto von Münchow

September 17, 2020 at 3:08 pm

You don’t have to stress about finding peace. It will find you. I know it doesn’t sound like much of a consolation, but we all have periods in our life when things seem chaotic and not at all peaceful. Then suddenly it can changes. And all feels good and peaceful. Patience, my friend.

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