Am i really sleeping?. I’m in the loop.

I cannot live like this. How can i brought all those past memories again?. Sorry you can’t. The memories that you have lived will never come back. Okay! But I don’t want my life like this. Why? .Because I can’t live my whole life in the past memories. So what happened?. You can make memories everyday. No! My memories belongs to with specific peoples ,who are not with me right at present . So what I can do for you?. Please never fade out these memories .But you said you don’t want them. I’m confused. Okay! Do one thing just sleep properly And Forget all the talks that happened between us. Silence! Vishal wake up! It’s been 7.00 clock in morning and you are still sleeping. Please let me sleep I am still in memories.Eyes open! Oh fuck! Once again I got trapped in my dream. Now Again back to the same world. Please take me back in the memories again. Sorry! vishal you have to sleep again to feel the unusual dreams .wait for the night!.Oh! i am again talking with my brain.